I can't do it anymore...I've lost all will to write anything... nothing flows into my mind, nothing but sorrow, rage, and fear! I can't make the words flow together anymore, I just...I just can't do it anymore... I don't know why this happened, I don't know when it even began to happen... But I just can't do it anymore...
Goodbye green and gold fields of corn, goodbye cheerful laughter of friends at play, goodbye Iowa, the state as close to Heaven as one can get...